Saturday, March 11, 2006 @ 7:32 AM

what i do sometimes is creep out under her absent gaze.

things you guys probably don't know about me.

i am afraid during the seventh month. once, i watched this vcd in my cousin's house that during the seventh month, the 'hell gate' will open for the souls to come down to mortal's world and they tried to do funny things. i tried forgetting about it but that image it's like craft on to my brain.

i never have the courage to watch scary movies like the eye or ju-on. infact any scary movies which involves my eyes close; count me out. i love watching the 'missing' trial every tuesday. but i can't get my bum to sit still because it always involve muder scences and i am particularly scared to see that part.

lately, there's a number of murder case happening and the newspaper has alot of pictures about it. bloody, grisely pictures. yes, i cannot help but be afraid.

i tend to hallacinate alot. and i tried avoiding the above mentioned.

i think i am paranoid.

paranoid about everything
paranoid about the super-natural beings and whats not.
paranoid about class tests.
paranoid about my O levels.

just paranoid la.

so blogging has become a part of me. pen down my feelings and stuff since i am not good at talking. i'm wondering why the hell i'm blogging instead of doing my work. :(

bah.
i shall end here .